There is this feeling i get when i dance…

There is this feeling I get when I dance…
There is this feeling I get when I hang out with a lot of good friends…
There is this feeling I get when I visit my close family…
There is this feeling I get when I am surrounded by laughter,
…and there’s an even greater feeling I get when I create the laughter,
This is this feeling I get when I write,
There is this feeling I get when I perform.
There is this feeling I get when I hear another performer,
speaking out their honest thoughts,[…]

There is this feeling I get when I dance… 
There is this feeling I get when I hang out with a lot of good friends…
There is this feeling I get when I visit my close family…
There is this feeling I get when I am surrounded by laughter,
…and there’s an even greater feeling I get when I create the laughter,
This is this feeling I get when I write,
There is this feeling I get when I perform.
There is this feeling I get when I hear another performer, 
speaking out their honest thoughts,

There is this feeling I get when I connect this one thing I highly value,
with, me – the one thing I highly value…

What is this feeling…
Broken down into concretes?
Broken down into abstracts?

How is this feeling understood…
Broken down into concretes?
Broken down into abstracts?

Is this a feeling I am concretely searching for?
Or is this a feeling I am abstractly reaching for?

05/08/11
M. L. Michael 






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i didn’t find a watch

As I combed the beach
(as my fingers glided through the air)
I came across a unique sand castle,
one might even call it a sand estate,
with so many different shells and stones,
it was like the construction of some barely remembered culture,
right there, smack dab in the middle of nowhere/or nothing/ else. […]

-- I didn’t find a watch --


As I combed the beach
(as my fingers glided through the air)
I came across a unique sand castle,
one might even call it a sand estate, 
with so many different shells and stones,
it was like the construction of some barely remembered culture,
right there, smack dab in the middle of nowhere/or nothing/ else.

I marveled at the complexity, 
/eyes treasured the design/
and only briefly did I panic
when the ocean rolled on in,
as omnipotent as Poseidon’s
frothy-muddy-fingertips,
that flowed and swirled 
and washed bit by bit away.

I looked around for the sand architect 
to warn them of their castle’s imminent surrender,
but there was no one to be found,
and other than my footprints, there was no sign at all.

The sea waved back in, then out again, 
and claimed bit by bit; grain by grain.

I shouted for the person I felt must be responsible
…but when no one answered I struggled with questions,
    surely someone must have made this,
    surely such a unique and intriguing sand sculpture 
    couldn’t come from any sort of accident…

I watched the ocean as it raced and tumbled through this incredible sand castle,
and I had to ask, who would create something so special,
knowing it would be destroyed, and washed away, forever?

Or am I wrong to assume for the role of the sand castle creator?
/Perhaps, instead,
 it was the waves of the sea acting like the hands of a sculptor?/

…Now, what is more fantastic? (that which is finite?)

Amazing, how conditions had to be just right at this particular patch of beach,
at this particular time…for this intriguing sand castle to be formed.

I became so deeply enamored by this grand mystery…

…until I realized these contemplations were inconsequential. 
And instead I should be focusing and appreciating
this most amazing and most distinct sand castle,
…because it is important to understand that I may not find another.


-01-10-10-
M. L. Michael 
 






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to those who use atheist as a dirty word

I hope no one gets me wrong.
I hope no one thinks I loathe the light
(or – that I know all that’s right).
Far from the truth, I claim only my love to give love,
and I’m amazed and justified every time I hear
of some ful-of-wonder person completing
an act of able-love – human compassion, […]

To those who use Atheist as a dirty word…

I hope no one gets me wrong.
I hope no one thinks I loathe the light 
(or - that I know all that’s right).
Far from the truth, I claim only my love to give love,
and I’m amazed and justified every time I hear
of some ful-of-wonder person completing 
an act of able-love - human compassion,
and I’m unhinged and mortified every time I hear
of some ful-of-fervor person creating
an act of able-hate - human destruction.

/05/16/09/
M. L. Michael 



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Bless This existence

Bless This Existence
How lucky are we !
(To experience the fruit of experience.)
Why Would Any Sad Soul
Ever desire something other ?
(To gamble on the meaning of existence.)

Bless This Existence
How lucky are we !
(To experience the fruit of experience.)
Why Would Any Sad Soul
Ever desire something other ?
(To gamble on the meaning of existence.)

/03/05/09
M. L. Michael 




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a poet first, a blasphemer second

i find it easier to put my faith in poetry
than my constant struggle with the Holy Trinity…

i believe in verse that i can rehearse
above any Father i can never Fathom…

i believe in lyrics real as lilacs
instead of a Son too bright to never See… […]

A Poet First, A Blasphemer Second

i find it easier to put my faith in poetry
than my constant struggle with the Holy Trinity…

i believe in verse that i can rehearse
above any Father i can never Fathom…

i believe in lyrics real as lilacs
instead of a Son too bright to never See…

all in all,

i believe in words that carry their worth in weight
not some Holy Spirit i can confuse with values i create.


/01/14/09/
M. L. Michael 


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